Im just too tired to complete day 5 of 30 day shred. I was up cooking tonight, and while my plan was to work out while my food was in the oven I am just too tired.

Also, one of my friends in a different state posted pics of a first birthday party she went to (I've met the hostess briefly so of course we are facebook friends). OMG. Talk about feeling incompetent. She made a magnificent cake, cake pops, gorgeous decorations, the pictures are unbelievable. The part that got to me the perfectionist part of me was shocked that SHE MADE IT ALL HERSELF. Seriously, it looked like a party planner/decorator/bakery event. I just felt so incompetent thinking of the mini muffins and bagels I served at my daughter's birthday party. Does anyone else feel this way at times? Even if I wasn't in med school, I still could not/would not have done something like that. It may be time to say goodbye to Facebook; when looking at pictures of people you don't really know make you feel awful, it just may not be worth it.

Also, looking at anything while exhausted has a dark, negative tinge to it. Just an observation :)